{"id":557,"date":"2025-07-01T20:15:20","date_gmt":"2025-07-01T17:15:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/?page_id=557"},"modified":"2025-07-01T20:19:23","modified_gmt":"2025-07-01T17:19:23","slug":"karanlik-lise-3-onsoz","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/karanlik-lise-3-onsoz\/","title":{"rendered":"Karanl\u0131k Lise 3 &#8211; \u00d6ns\u00f6z"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>f\u0131rsatlar\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olanlara&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>\u00d6ns\u00f6z<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><em>&#8221;&#8230; Ben o kitab\u0131n her sayfas\u0131na ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 gizledim. Eskiden ge\u00e7mi\u015fimden ve b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131lardan ka\u00e7ard\u0131m. Geceleri kafam\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcp sessizce a\u011flard\u0131m, g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kimseye g\u00fcvenmezdim ama art\u0131k daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fcm. D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca dimdik y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Arkada\u015fl\u0131klar kurdum, g\u00fcvendim, g\u00fcld\u00fcm , \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldum. Alya sana te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim beni hayata d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7in. Bana farkl\u0131 duygular ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n, beni karanl\u0131k d\u00fcnyamdan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bana umut oldu\u011fun, beni sevginle mutlu etti\u011fin ve ger\u00e7ek bir aileye ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n; beni G\u00f6lgemle asla yanl\u0131z hissetmeyece\u011fim G\u00f6lge Ailesi&#8217;ne ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in&#8230;&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>G\u00f6lgelerimden yaln\u0131zca bir tanesi, Yazel<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Karanl\u0131k Lise<\/em>&#8216;yi kaleme almaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn tek amac\u0131m kendi hayat\u0131mdan biraz da olsa uzakla\u015fmakt\u0131. On alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z olarak art\u0131k at yar\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fclen s\u0131navlardan, sadece oturup ders \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya odakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sistemden ve \u00e7evremdeki monoton insanlardan ka\u00e7mak istiyordum.&nbsp;<em>Karanl\u0131k Lise<\/em>&nbsp;benim kendime yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6zel bir d\u00fcnyayd\u0131. B\u00f6ylesine basit bir ama\u00e7la kurgulamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnyam\u0131n zamanla y\u00fcz binlerce ki\u015fiye hitap edece\u011fini tahmin etmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir mesaj verme amac\u0131 g\u00fctmeden yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk iki kitab\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6zellikle gen\u00e7ler \u00fcst\u00fcnde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc etkiyi g\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra; acaba bu sefer ger\u00e7ekten bir mesaj verme amac\u0131yla oturup bir \u015feyler karalasam, d\u00fcnyam\u0131 nas\u0131l kurgulasam insanlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde daha \u00e7ok etki b\u0131rakabilirim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Okudu\u011fum binlerce mesajdan sadece bir tanesi olan yukar\u0131daki yaz\u0131, sadece gen\u00e7lerin hayatlar\u0131na istemeden de olsa ne kadar etki etti\u011fimi g\u00f6stermekle kalmad\u0131; e\u011fer istersem daha ne kadar katk\u0131 sa\u011flayabilece\u011fimi de bana kan\u0131tlad\u0131. Elimdeki bu g\u00fcc\u00fcn imza g\u00fcnlerimde olu\u015fturdu\u011fu\/olu\u015fturmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kuyru\u011fa ya da kitap sat\u0131\u015f rakamlar\u0131ndaki say\u0131lara olan yans\u0131mas\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir zaman ilgilenmedim. Dikkatimi \u00e7eken tek nokta; sahip oldu\u011fum g\u00fcc\u00fc do\u011fru kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcrece insanlara yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnya ve karakterler arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla derinden ula\u015fabilece\u011fim ve onlara yard\u0131m edebilece\u011fim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hala hayat\u0131mla ilgili tam olarak ne yapmak istedi\u011fimi bilmiyorum. Pek \u00e7ok belirsizli\u011fin ve say\u0131s\u0131z olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 karars\u0131zca atarken emin oldu\u011fum tek bir istekten yararlan\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben bu d\u00fcnyaya hi\u00e7bir fayda sa\u011flamadan gitmeyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Beni \u00f6rnek alan, yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 okuyan ve zor anlar\u0131nda yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m karakterlere s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya tutunan bunca gen\u00e7 varken, onlara hayatlar\u0131yla ilgili herhangi bir katk\u0131 sa\u011flayamad\u0131ktan sonra sevgilerine asla istedi\u011fim kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 veremeyece\u011fimi anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fte bu kitap, sevgili G\u00f6lge Ailem, ilk ikisinden farkl\u0131 olarak orada bulunmasan\u0131z bile karakterlerin yan\u0131nda birer G\u00f6lge olu\u015fturmaktan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z kitap. Herkesin mutlaka ama mutlaka kendinden bir \u015feyler bulaca\u011f\u0131, i\u00e7indeki sayfalar sayesinde hayat\u0131n\u0131n hi\u00e7bir d\u00f6neminde kimsesiz kalmayaca\u011f\u0131 kitapt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri m\u00fckemmel \u00f6zellikleriyle \u00f6rnek ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z karakterlerin hi\u00e7biri o \u015fekilde d\u00fcnyaya gelmedi. Ba\u015flar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en olaylar, birbirinden karanl\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015fleri onlar\u0131 bug\u00fcnk\u00fc seviyelerine ula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Kimi zaman yaln\u0131z kald\u0131lar, kimi zaman yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131lar&#8230; Ne zaman di\u011fer insanlardan korkmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131larsa i\u015fte o zaman b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sizin tercihlerinize, d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcze, fikirlerinize, sevdiklerinize ve sevmediklerinize, dinledi\u011finiz m\u00fczi\u011fe, inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z fikirlere sayg\u0131 duymayacak kim varsa hayat\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131n. G\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda yan\u0131n\u0131zda kimse kalmasa bile ben hep buraday\u0131m. Bu kitaptay\u0131m, bu sat\u0131rlarday\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Umar\u0131m \u00e7evirece\u011finiz her yeni sayfada ayr\u0131 bir macera ya\u015far, kendinize katacak yeni bir \u015fey bulursunuz. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z karakterlerin sizlere s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fi \u00e7ok \u015fey var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-buttons is-layout-flex wp-block-buttons-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-button\"><a class=\"wp-block-button__link wp-element-button\" href=\"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/karanlik-lise-3-bolum-1\/\">1. B\u00f6l\u00fcme Git<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>f\u0131rsatlar\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olanlara&#8230; \u00d6ns\u00f6z &#8221;&#8230; Ben o kitab\u0131n her sayfas\u0131na ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 gizledim. Eskiden ge\u00e7mi\u015fimden ve b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131lardan ka\u00e7ard\u0131m. Geceleri kafam\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcp sessizce a\u011flard\u0131m, g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kimseye g\u00fcvenmezdim ama art\u0131k daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fcm. D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca dimdik y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Arkada\u015fl\u0131klar kurdum, g\u00fcvendim, g\u00fcld\u00fcm , \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldum. Alya sana te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim beni hayata d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7in. 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