{"id":595,"date":"2025-07-09T17:23:01","date_gmt":"2025-07-09T14:23:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/?page_id=595"},"modified":"2025-07-10T14:50:51","modified_gmt":"2025-07-10T11:50:51","slug":"karanlik-lise-3-bolum-9","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/karanlik-lise-3-bolum-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Karanl\u0131k Lise 3 – B\u00f6l\u00fcm 9"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u0f2f 9 \u0f2f <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ARDA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimsesiz olmad\u0131m ben hi\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Terk edilmi\u015fli\u011fin so\u011fu\u011funda \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc el gitar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131 pasl\u0131 teli… T\u0131n\u0131lar\u0131yla \u0131s\u0131t\u0131rlard\u0131, daha hen\u00fcz nas\u0131r tutmam\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ellerimi. Onlardan \u00f6nce ise babam ve annem vard\u0131 zaten. K\u00e2buslarla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015fucuna yar\u0131m bardak su b\u0131rakan babam bazen ne\u015fe, bazen sonbahard\u0131. Anlatmak i\u00e7in yeterince kendinde de\u011fildi hi\u00e7bir zaman. Onun d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da kimse anlatmazd\u0131 zaten ne oldu\u011funu. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e fark etti\u011fim baz\u0131 \u015feyler, yerine oturmayan notalar\u0131n \u00f6nemini hen\u00fcz ilkokuldayken silerken di\u011ferlerinden ayk\u0131r\u0131 kal\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben hep farkl\u0131yd\u0131m. Di\u011fer \u00e7ocuklardan, b\u00fcy\u00fcklerden ve babamdan… Biri yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce g\u00fclmezdim mesela. Neden g\u00fcleyim ki? Mutlu olmazd\u0131m tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar\u0131n zillerine bas\u0131p ka\u00e7maktan ya da bir topun arkas\u0131nda ko\u015fu\u015fturmaktan. Belki de sorun bendeydi ama buna ra\u011fmen herkes gibi olmamak bana k\u00f6t\u00fc gelmiyordu. Can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131km\u0131yordu, beni \u00fczm\u00fcyordu. Yapmak istemedi\u011fim hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi yapmak zorunda de\u011fildim zaten. Bazen s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 \u00f6devler ve dersler oluyordu, onlar bu konunun d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 kesinlikle. Yine de nedense bir topa tekme atmak ya da problem \u00e7\u00f6zmekten daha \u00f6nemli \u015feylerin olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7bir zaman hayat\u0131ma ya da hayat\u0131n kendisine anlam verebilecek kadar b\u00fcy\u00fcyebilece\u011fimi sanm\u0131yordum. \u00d6\u011frenece\u011fim hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin, gidece\u011fim hi\u00e7bir okulun bana bunu g\u00f6sterebilece\u011fine inanmad\u0131m. \u0130nanmad\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc verilen s\u00f6zlerin tutulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, yalanlar\u0131n dolup ta\u015f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve g\u00f6zlerin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki g\u00f6zlerden daima ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada her \u015fey anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f gibi geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen m\u00fczik bile \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki etkisini yitirebilirken bana hangi kavram, an ya da zaman bu hayatta neden bulundu\u011fumu anlatabilirdi ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zamanla evrenin soruma hi\u00e7bir yan\u0131t sunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e kendim bir cevap aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Zor olmad\u0131, etraf\u0131ma bakmam yeterli gelmi\u015fti. Art\u0131k ben bu d\u00fcnyaya yere d\u00fc\u015fmek i\u00e7in geldi\u011fimize inan\u0131yordum. Sadece emeklemek, aya\u011fa kalkmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak ve buna \u00e7abalarken yere d\u00fc\u015fmekten ibaret oldu\u011fumuza inan\u0131yordum, aksi \u00f6\u011fretilmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nan\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n beni takip edip yerle bir olmas\u0131yla birlikte, t\u00fckenmi\u015fli\u011fin s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015farken tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir y\u0131ld\u0131z bana yol g\u00f6sterdi. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerden g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn o kadar da uzak olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 elle fark ettim. O bana bulutlar\u0131n en arkas\u0131ndan sesleniyordu, \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Sesi beni bir kez buldu mu bir daha b\u0131rakm\u0131yordu. Hayat\u0131m onunla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hissetti\u011fim ac\u0131dan, ba\u015fka \u015feyler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek uzakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken beni arkamdan yakalad\u0131. G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ve hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f dolu, geceleri yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 pen\u00e7eleriyle s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7izerek yakalad\u0131 ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcm\u00fc. \u00c7izikler gittik\u00e7e daha da alevleniyordu. Akl\u0131m\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmak i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyleri bir kenara b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Ellerimle zeminden destek al\u0131p dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde durmay\u0131 denedim. Yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki karanl\u0131\u011fa saklanmaktan b\u0131km\u0131\u015f ac\u0131; beni d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yere geri d\u00f6nmem i\u00e7in zorluyor, yeterince tekme atmam\u0131\u015f gibi adeta ayakkab\u0131s\u0131yla s\u0131rt\u0131ma bast\u0131r\u0131yordu. Tad\u0131 metalikti, tad\u0131 o solan renklerden biriydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Benim ya\u015f\u0131mdakilerin hen\u00fcz almamas\u0131 gereken tattayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya\u011fa kalkma \u00e7abam\u0131n yine i\u015fe yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00f6zlerimi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kapatt\u0131m. Beni bir sonraki sanc\u0131ya kadar oyalayacak herhangi bir an\u0131 arad\u0131m, bulamad\u0131m. Hen\u00fcz ne ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne getirebilirdim? Kalbim k\u0131r\u0131kt\u0131. Bu zamana kadar nas\u0131l ol\u00f6as\u0131 gerekti\u011fini bilemedi\u011fim sevgi kavram\u0131n\u0131 annemden \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim. Herkesin tek bir sevgi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Okulda bahsettiklerinde akl\u0131m almam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015ea\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. “Nas\u0131l sevebiliyorsunuz sevgiyi?” diye sorduktan sonra dinlemi\u015ftim hik\u00e2yelerini. Benimkine hi\u00e7 benzemiyordu. Ac\u0131 yoktu bir kere. Ne bi\u00e7im sevgiydi o \u00f6yle?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131rt\u0131mdaki alevlerin basit iki-\u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7izikten y\u00fckseldi\u011fini biliyordum ama sanki v\u00fccudumda bir yang\u0131na neden oluyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7\u0131p yukar\u0131ya bakt\u0131m. \u0130\u015fte o anda o y\u0131ld\u0131z yery\u00fcz\u00fcne indi. Dizlerini yan\u0131ma koyup bana do\u011fru e\u011fildi. Biraz korku, bolca endi\u015feyle y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00e7ekti alt\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131. Hen\u00fcz deldirmedi\u011fi kulaklar\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00fcpe takmas\u0131na daha iki y\u0131l vard\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ortaokulda son derece sinir bozucu bir \u00e7ocuk ona y\u0131lba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekili\u015finde k\u00fcpe hediye edecekti. O y\u0131ld\u0131z da kocaman kalbiyle sadece ay\u0131p olmas\u0131n diye gidip kulaklar\u0131n\u0131 deldirecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Benim g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz kollar\u0131m kadar titreyen elleri v\u00fccuduma yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6kten yan\u0131ma inmi\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da g\u00fclm\u00fcyordu. Neden g\u00fclm\u00fcyordu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Normalde yere d\u00fc\u015fenlere g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onlarla dalga ge\u00e7ilirdi. Sanki \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir olaym\u0131\u015f gibi daha sonra ba\u015fkas\u0131na anlat\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 hatta. G\u00fcnlerce konusu edilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta ki bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fene kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Solan renklerin aras\u0131nda h\u00e2l\u00e2 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n ve g\u00f6zlerinin parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmemi\u015f olmas\u0131, bu y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 di\u011ferlerinden ay\u0131ran tek fark de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ger\u00e7ekten de, o neden g\u00fclm\u00fcyordu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zleri benim g\u00f6zlerimle bulu\u015ftu\u011funda a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim. Benimle birlikte a\u011fl\u0131yordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ac\u0131m\u0131 hissedebiliyordu. Yere d\u00fc\u015fen birine g\u00fcl\u00fcnmeyece\u011fini bilen bir y\u0131ld\u0131zla ilk defa kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yordum. Hatta \u00f6yle bir y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bile \u015f\u00fcpheliydim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc asl\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 tek \u015fey kendilerini \u00f6n plana \u00e7\u0131kartacak geceyi bekleyip ard\u0131ndan biz uyurken, o g\u00fcn yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kendi aralar\u0131nda konu\u015fup bizlerle dalga ge\u00e7mekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bana elini uzatt\u0131. O anda ihtiyac\u0131m olan tek \u015feydi belki ama h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n benim odama u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanam\u0131yordum. Heyecan\u0131m\u0131 yenip uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 eli tuttuktan sonra ikimiz de aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131k. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedik. Sadece birbirimize bak\u0131yorduk. Bacaklar\u0131m ayakta durmam\u0131 istemediklerini belli ediyorlard\u0131 ama yine de onlara kar\u015f\u0131 geldim. Yutkunurken bo\u011faz\u0131m yand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda “Ah!” demek istedim ama demedim. Sessizli\u011fi bozamad\u0131m. Rezil olmu\u015ftum. Bir y\u0131ld\u0131za rezil olmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fen sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 bir eliyle yeniden kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcren y\u0131ld\u0131z k\u0131z, yere e\u011filip k\u0131r\u0131lan g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ald\u0131. Titremesi yava\u015f yava\u015f ge\u00e7en kollar\u0131mdan birini kendisine do\u011fru \u00e7ekip avcumu a\u00e7t\u0131. Bir cam\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f olan g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra avcumu kapatt\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6zlerimden ay\u0131rm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Konu\u015fabilece\u011fimi hissetti\u011fim ilk anda bir \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m ama hi\u00e7bir kelime g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olmad\u0131. Di\u011ferlerinden farkl\u0131 olan y\u0131ld\u0131z g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti bulutundan uyan\u0131p yan\u0131ma inmi\u015fti. Daha geceye \u00e7ok vard\u0131 ve b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle evine geri d\u00f6nmesi gerekiyordu. Onu yormak istemiyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bana sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flamaya devam etti. Nas\u0131l bir hayat\u0131m oldu\u011funu art\u0131k \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti. A\u011flamak d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yapabilece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131 onu kahrediyordu. San\u0131r\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcz y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n kalbini tan\u0131maya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kollar\u0131n\u0131 gev\u015fetip kendini geri \u00e7ekti\u011finde bana sar\u0131l\u0131rken hissetti\u011fim huzurla yumdu\u011fum g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Kimseye s\u00f6yleyemezsin,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yanaklar\u0131ndan o an s\u00fcz\u00fclen damla ile sessiz h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131 son buldu\u011funda dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 birbirine bast\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 olumlu anlamda yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 hareket ettirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u00f6z m\u00fc Civciv?”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u00f6z.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu hayata neden geldi\u011fimi, hangi ama\u00e7 u\u011fruna ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fim g\u00fcnlere geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda buruk bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme ile kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yorum an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131. Me\u011ferse t\u00fcm sorular\u0131m\u0131n cevab\u0131 daha en ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri hep yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131mdaym\u0131\u015f. \u0130nanmak zor, biliyorum ama art\u0131k cevaptan hi\u00e7bir \u015f\u00fcphem yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte ben, beni yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kald\u0131ran o g\u00fcnd\u00fcz y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131m. Beni hayata ba\u011flayan, solan renklere kar\u0131\u015fmaktan kurtaran; onun alt\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ve melek sesi olmu\u015ftu. Daha o g\u00fcn konu\u015fulmam\u0131\u015f bir s\u00f6zle\u015fme yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k aram\u0131zda. Birbirimize s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birbirimizi ne zaman nerede olursak olal\u0131m yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kald\u0131racakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hem de ne zamana kadar biliyor musunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6lene kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte ben tam da hik\u00e2yemin bu k\u0131sm\u0131nda, neden bu s\u00f6zlerin tutulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fimi anlad\u0131m: Kendi s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tutmak i\u00e7in. Beni sabahlar\u0131 da ziyaret eden g\u00fcnd\u00fcz y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131m G\u00fcne\u015f’i korumak i\u00e7in. Ona olan borcumu \u00f6demek i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yolda yan\u0131ma sadece gitar\u0131m\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131m. G\u00fcne\u015f’in bana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi elini tutmak ve onun beni sevdi\u011fi gibi sevebilmek i\u00e7in aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131m” dedim, evet. Sahiplendi\u011fimin fark\u0131nday\u0131m. Bana k\u0131zmay\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde milyonlarca y\u0131ld\u0131z var ve mutlaka bir tanesi sizin i\u00e7in de orada. Her biri gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gizleniyor ve sizin onu bulman\u0131z\u0131 bekliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Benim hik\u00e2yeme d\u00f6necek olursak hani s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftik ya yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce birbirimizi kald\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za dair… Zaten benim i\u00e7in g\u00f6kten a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya inmi\u015fti. Daha fazla e\u011filip bir de topra\u011fa de\u011fmesine izin veremezdim. Verdi\u011fimiz s\u00f6z de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015fti, ben sadece ufak bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 daha eklemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde onu kald\u0131rmak de\u011fildi sadece, ben G\u00fcne\u015f’in yere bile d\u00fc\u015fmesine izin vermeyecektim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi\u011fim gibi, ben hi\u00e7bir zaman kimsesiz olmad\u0131m. Babam sonbaharken biraz zorlan\u0131rd\u0131m, o kadar. \u0130\u015fin asl\u0131 hi\u00e7birimiz yaln\u0131z de\u011filiz. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmam\u0131z yeterli. Sadece tek bir ricam olacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne sabah de\u011fil, geceleri bak\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sabahlar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde tek bir y\u0131ld\u0131z var ve i\u015fte o y\u0131ld\u0131z benim G\u00fcne\u015f’im. Umar\u0131m ba\u015ftan anla\u015fabilmi\u015fizdir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc e\u011fer anla\u015famad\u0131ysak sizi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnler bekliyor olabilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0f2f 9 \u0f2f ARDA Kimsesiz olmad\u0131m ben hi\u00e7. Terk edilmi\u015fli\u011fin so\u011fu\u011funda \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc el gitar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131 pasl\u0131 teli… T\u0131n\u0131lar\u0131yla \u0131s\u0131t\u0131rlard\u0131, daha hen\u00fcz nas\u0131r tutmam\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ellerimi. Onlardan \u00f6nce ise babam ve annem vard\u0131 zaten. K\u00e2buslarla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015fucuna yar\u0131m bardak su b\u0131rakan babam bazen ne\u015fe, bazen sonbahard\u0131. Anlatmak i\u00e7in yeterince kendinde de\u011fildi hi\u00e7bir zaman. Onun d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-595","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/595","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=595"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/595\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":603,"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/595\/revisions\/603"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyaoztanyel.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=595"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}